Wrecked

Probably the only single word that would accurately describe my state of mind right now.

I think it's been about a month since my last post, but definitely longer than 3 weeks if not a month.

Things that have happened since:

Got fed up with the Galveston University, so I'll be in college station for the spring semester. It's cool, but I guess that will help me decide wether or not I want to go to Stanford or Vanderbilt.

Been to seattle a few times. Dad is buying some real estate and he's leaving it to me in his will so he wanted me to like the houses and offices as well, which is kind of him.

Started filming the new web series I've been wanting to get on, I'm pretty content on debuting around christmas or new years.

Done with political science, forever. Finished with an A so high that I can make 2 zeros on the next 2 assessments and still have a 93, and I'm going to do just that, more nap time.

Set a life record of # of all nighters pulled in a month. 14... with 4 of them being consecutive. This last week (november 15th thought the 19th) i had at least one test ever single day. Speech on Monday, Biology and physics lab on Tuesday, Political Science test on Wednesday, Chemistry and Chemistry Lab on Thursday, and Physics and Biology lab final on Friday. That would explain why I'm just now waking up... I went to bed at like 3 yesterday afternoon, Woke up at 12:52, lol.

Got my new iMac in, finally. It's going to play the role of a tv as well, thanks to hulu. No more 13 inch laptop as tv. Doubled it and added an extra inch for humor with 27 inches lol. Pretty cool wireless keyboard and magic mouse, though they did cost an extra 150. Waiting on some speakers and a Western Digital My Book to come in from Walmart. It'll be home in time for thanksgiving.

My dad is experimenting with my security detail... I was at the mall yesterday with 3 people in regular (skater punkish) clothes, and they we no older than 23... it made me feel tacky, but it was slightly more discrete than 3 secret service type people in suits with cuff link mics and whatnot... but i definitely didn't feel as secure as i's used to, because i have friends older than these new guys. But it's just an experiment, I hope.

Got inducted to the Aggie Scholar Program, which is cool I guess, it's an automatic thing if you have above a 3.5 or whatever, so it's not like I applied or anything. But I got a nice pin and it gave me an excuse to get my dad in a suit =]

What else?

Oh I'm actually enjoying my life with my friends, to an extent. I have a great friend who is like on the exact same page as I am ideologically, and we have a similar economic background (my family is into law, and hers is into business), but I spend most of my time with her, and she's just a cool, down for whatever, kind of girl. And she's going to college station as well, and she's pre-med bio major so we just became close by default, though she is a little conservative, but not repulsively, thats probably the only difference, oh and she's columbian and cuban lol but other than that we're like the same person.

But other than her, I've been making a few trips to Idaho to visit my friend at Boise State, she's pretty stoked about their football program, and we're going to go to my houses in seatlle for spring break and do the spaceneedle thing and what not. And of course I've been to Ohio to visit the misses and her family like 3 times a month lol, and she visits me like 2-3 times a month, (during the week and whatnot). and of course I've been using skype regularly, to keep in touch with my UT, A&M, UH and SMDEP friends.

All and all life is great, sure school is stressful, and the school I'm at is just ridiculously a fail, but it really isn't an issue because I have friends who are amazing and they take my mind off of the things in life that aren't as glamourous as I'd like them to be. I love life right now though, but going to college station is going to be a little risky, just because it's a different campus, a bigger campus, I don't think it will be any harder, if its not easier, because the professors are legit. I'll be starting to work on my business minor next semester, as well as Ochem (sigh) but I don't think it will be to horrible. Who cares.

But right now I'm just in a relaxed state, pretty nonchalant about everything, but maybe it's because i'm so relieve that the last week is finally over, or that the semester is basically over, or that I'm so over Galveston, or maybe it's because I actually got some sleep.

...

So I just read this and I forgot to tell you the bad things.

The reason I'm leaving Galveston is because the idiot in charge of the spring semeste set the schedule up to where all of my classes are at the exact time. when I say all my classes, I mean 2 of them because thats how many were applicable at the time to my future major. ochem and physics. First of all the physics profs suck. and ochem in it's self sucks, plus theres only 1 class and its with the hardest prof. and i mean thats cool but I'm not about to just stay there to take 4 hours. that's a waste of a semester, I've taken more hours in a summer session... Plus the food sucks. I've been living off of roman noodles and expensive restaurants and fast food, simply because the cafeteria is mostly vegetarian for whatever reason, and what regular food they do have is just awful. and I cant cook my own food because the crappy dorms don't even have like a community kitchen. So if it's late, I'll straight up eat roman. If it's early, I'm at Mcdonalds or Whataburger. And if I'm with Giselle (the girl i was telling you about above, the cuban columbian) we will just go to landry's or rain forest cafe.

Oh and being an RA is pretty ridiculous. The work is just dumb. And my neighbor is an idiot. let me tell you about this guy. First of all he's a smoker... and I get that its a free country, but I instantly have a tainted opinion of people who smoke just because its idiotic. But thats not all, he has a girlfriend, who is apparently a slut from what I've heard... good for her. But the university implements Visitation hours. Once visitation hours are done, no one who is not a student, faculty, or staff member is allowed in the halls. And if it's a guy dorm, no girls. It's a guy dorm lol. I've given them 3 warnings, which is seriously ridiculously generous, and then i wrote them up 4 different times for the same stuff. Quiet hours and visitation hours. I mean for God's sake you're my neighbor, you're the one person who will never get away with anything. But he's just an idiot, every time he gets written up he wants an appeal, and he gets it or whatever because the law requires it, but its seriously a waste of time. I knock on the door, he opens it, she's in there, it's after hours. simple as that. It's not like I found weed and he says it's not his... its plain and simple. But theres more. I'm in charge of getting announcements to the residents so i'll post them on their doors, this idiot will just take it off of his door and put it back on mine. Wtf? i made the announcement, i know exactly what it says, theres no need to notify me. I really wished there was a hurricane just so when i put up an evacuation announcement he would have just put it back on my door and wondered why no one was there and where all the water in his room came from. And the other day i was walking (lmao) and he's walking. And I'm walking with Giselle and we're walking and he's walking in the same direction. but our sidewalks are about to become one sidewalk. I'm on my phone and i'm not paying attention and he somehow gets there the same time we do, but he definitely saw us and he almost runs into me... I mean who does that? and I mean he's probably 5'10" but weighs about 140-150 tops. I weigh 125... I'm 5'5" so this guy is ridiculously skinny, so it wasn't really an issue for my security to take him down, which is exactly what happened. And he dresses like an idiot. he'll wear sunglasses, when the suns at his back and barely shining... and he'll wear his little hat with the bill at like 5 o'clock or 7 o'clock, but never 6... Who does that? I thought we were in college. And after i write him up he will try arguing with me, and i mean i get that, but he's an idiot because he tries using big words... first of all using big words doesn't win arguments, logic does. Second of all you lose all momentum when you don't know what you're saying. I asked him why he doesn't just follow the rules and he cleverly says "It's the epitome..." and I'm laughing at this point, and I think to myself 'is he done talking or is this a pause' then he doesn't say anything and I'm thinking to myself 'the epitome of w hat... oh wait, i don't think he knows what that word means...'. Then he comes at me with this nonsense about how his mother is a lawyer. At this point I have this 'bitch, please' look on my face because lawyers don't scare me, and I don't know if they should, but I think they're supposed to just by the way people threaten me with them.... but he doesn't know about my families extensive law background... but I have my security look his mom up.... this lady is an injury attorney.... how irrelevant. I mean, maybe I hurt his pride, but thats not of the laws concern... let alone mine. And then one night I wrote him up and he yells 'I hate short people' lmao I go knock on his door and I ask him how tall his mother is. if she's shorter than him then he hates her, and if he's not, he's a hypocrite and he hates himself lol. He chose not to answer the question, probably the only time i've considered something he has done to be smart. And then after I wrote him up one night he decides to draw a penis on my door lol and the funny part is that it was the underside of a penis. I never knew what the underside of my penis looked like until this lol but seriously who looks at the underside? unless he's had a dick on his face or in his mouth or something... but because it was a crappy drawing, i posted a notice on his door saying "if you're going to vandalize my door, put some effort into it. As much as I'm happy for you and your obsession with the penis, either keep it to yourself or draw better dicks." lmao But other than the one idiot, who happens to live next door to me, my floor is great. the rest of my residents love me, and we have great fun. They threw me a party for my birthday lol which is the first time anyone outside of my family has thrown me one. but other than this one idiot (oh and he's the only other sophomore on my floor... you'd think he'd be the most mature person on the freshman floor... nope lol. but it's whatever, it's his undergraduate record. To be completely honest, I feel sorry for him. Just because he doesn't have the intellectual capacity to comprehend that what he's doing is wrong, and he wont stop lol. but I'm over it, I actually have things to do lol.

But other than that, nothing is really wrong.

And i think i'm trending towards white cars now because giselle drives a white 3 series and she doesn't wash it at all lol. i washed my mercedes every week, because it was black. but I think I'm leaning towards beamers now, but white. oh and im still into mini's but i do still want balck suvs because thats just a little bit more imposing lol. but i might get a new car for college station. Possibly a 5 series, brown seats =] or a mini clubman. who knows, we shall see.

But I'm going to let you guys go, got some skyping to do.

plan for tomorrow but live for today

Gary Infinity

These last few days have been full of accidents...

So I accidentally went to UT, which accidently cause me not to adequately study for my polisci test, accidentally screwed up my sleep schedule, accidentally fell asleep in a meeting with some investors, accidentally drank some 3 day old starbucks that was left in my microwave before I left for UT, accidentally did next weeks physics homework instead of this weeks, accidentally took a 4 hour nap when my alarm was only set for 40 mins, which accidentally led to me missing dinner and a staff meeting, and accidentally promised a friend of mine(girl) that I would go to corpus christi with her... I think most of these accidents are due to the lack of sleep I got at UT.

But the work I did on that polisci test was no accident =]

Worst case scenario, I made a B, and usually I do about 50-75% better than my worst case. Like is I wasnt 100% sure on like 10 problems, I probably got 5-8 of them right. I'll keep you guys posted.

Well I have work to do, since I just wasted 4 hours.

Later Gators.

So I'm at UT for the weekend

The lady thought it would be cool to look at some Texas schools, because she knows im reluctant to leave texas due to the financial burden that will occur if I were to leave. So she is a fan of UT (seems like everyone is). I've not been to anything academic, but this place is entirely way too liberal. I'm not conservative but this place is just ridiculous. The parties that I could get into sucked, some dont let guys in, and some dont let people under 21 in. But the ones that I went to absolutely sucked. And people are just not normal here! like I don't even know how to explain it... but I do have some great friends here and I don't know how they deal with it but UT is definitely no longer on the short lists of places for me to go to school. You'd think the kids would be of a higher caliber... dont be fooled. And I know A&M is the same way, but the wierd kids at UT are like the corps kids at A&M, at least the Corps gives them a curfew and a bed time and stuff. Ugh. Also Austin is too much of a metropolitan city, like I can do a little metro but not like austin, there nothing peaceful around, everything is noisy. But it is good to see some of my friends from highschool that i havent seen, and its good to meet some of the ladies friends. I think the only reason she wants to go here is because she has more friends here than at A&M but thats a conversation to be had later. And I'm still pretty content on leaving the state but who knows. In short I'm at UT and just getting away from Galveston and the same people everyday for a while, but I'm still studying and whatnot.

I appreciate credible opinions

So I'm in NYC right now. New york city, in case you aren't familiar with the acronym. I'll talk more about my trip later, but I'm hanging out with Reshma Shetty and family. If you don't know who Reshma Shetty is, google her, immediately =]. in my very subjective opinion, most beautiful brown girl to walk the earth =]. But this is about a pretty amazing offer.

So this is how it started. I'm sitting with my dad and the rest of my family and we're having a conversation. Oh and Reshma lol. But I get into the subject of apartments and moving in with my girlfriend if I decide to go to Case. (Case Western University). And My dad is a very anti-joint living kind of guy, and my bother and sisters are pretty pro-co-living. So we're at some fancy restaurant, (saw a few of the Kardashians, who happen to be surprisingly short lol, not that anythings wrong with being short, i just expected them to be taller) but another person who happened to be there a was Mr. Lee Bollinger, the President of the law school at the University of Columbia. He and his wife were there and while we were waiting to be seated we were all sitting next to each other and my sister and I brought the subject up of moving in with her in ohio and going to Case. If went from apartment to religion and from religion to school and from school to becoming a professional and from being a professional back to an apartment. And I guess Mr Bollinger was observing, I later found out he knows my brother, well knows of him I guess. So apparently he saw my composure and performance during the debate and was impressed so he offered me a spot at the law school, class of 2016, if I graduate from Case. I told him that I might take him up on that offer after I look into the medical school and also the availability of the MDJD program. So I definitely have a spot at an Ivy League Law Program! But medicine hod priority, but under the odd circumstance that I don't have any med schools accept me, Ill def be making bank as a corporate lawyer or defense attorney, But he thought my views were unorthodox but I defended them brilliantly and have tons of potential to be one of the best lawyers or corporate america. Had this guy just been some random person, I probably wouldn't have thought much of the compliment, but the fact that he is the president of a law school means he's good, he knows what good and he know what good looks like before it actually is good. He saw that in me, I was flattered and Reshma was impressed =] which was an extra stroke of my ego =] But yah it made me realize that credible opinions mean so much more. If someone who wasn't brilliant said I was brilliant, I'd probably smile, with a condescending intent, but when a brilliant person suggests that I'm brilliant, I genuinely value it and keep it with me for an extended period of time. It fells great. And this isnt just about intelligence it's anything, style, humor, finances, etc etc. But anyways thats my weekend, not too much else going on, just enjoying being around reshma and the family.

I'll get back to you guys later

So this is how its going to go down

So the blogging was a wee bit of stress relief. So I would expect periodic blogs unitl I get some time together to create a new one. I probably wont be posting regularly, unless i decide to start doing what I intended to do. But the plan is to definitely have a blog to supplement my mini web series. so thats kind of all i wanted to tell you guys and gals =]

something to be expecting whenever i have time, is a more in-depth update of my life. Probably this weekend or something.

Oh and spiritual note. If God told you that someone has a problem and you know you're the solution to that problem, would you help them? But it's a little bit more complicated than that. I used to fancy this person, and I do miss them, but I'm pretty sure they mutually feel the same way. And and God isn't forcing you, he's just bringing it you your attention. I would be willing to help them like forget the past and all but out of uncertainty they would have to come to me. Oh and no i'm not talking about Hanan, I'd probably address that in that situation. But me and this person were great friends for like 2 yrs then I went to college and we stopped talking pretty much.

But does the fact that they would have to come to me make me like a crappy person, in an objective opinion. But I def want to help them. and I'm pretty sure they read this, or they did before I stopped posting. But to the person(s) who has a problem that I can help with, and they know I can, please email me. I'm more than happy to help you, the deal is you have to take the first step and ask. Thats all I'm saying. I'm actually anxious to see if they take advantage of my efforts. If not it's fine, but I definitely wish them the best

oh and just incase they don't have the email adress that im using: garylynn.hay@gmail.com message it anytime and I will respond within 30 mins (unless im giving a presentation or studying or sleeping) but otherwise, i get it within 5 mins to my phone, im always on the computer, and im more than happy to help.

well I'll keep you all posted with how that works, oh and don't worry person(s) I'll keep your identity concealed ;]. btw this was meant for 1 person but if other people have problems i'm more than happy to help. anything I can do, just let me know. Straight up.

Alrighty, well I've got some meetings with different investors to attend, then study time. (with a few breaks in between of course ;]

over and out

- Gary Infinity

4 words: White chocolate mocha latte.

Tonight's a venti kind of night... I posted that (along with the title as my status and so far 23 people like it. I only have maybe 500 friends, and it was posted 34 mins ago. I guess there are multiple people who like that drink or who are pulling all nighters)

So people are complaining about how worried they are about me because they don't know whats going on with me. and these are people that matter to me, otherwise i would not be typing this.

But hold on for like an hour, I'm in a study group for biology... it's 12:30 in the morning... brb.

ok so I'm back. So I need to relieve some stress and I haven't had time to work out so I'm going to use this as an avenue of relief and see how i feel afterwards.

So I'm very academically, socially, and nutritionally frustrated with this semester.

Academically I'm teaching myself chemistry, and physics. I get physics, I have a 98 going into midterms, but chemistry... this is my problem with chemistry. I did okay teaching myself chem last semester because it was mostly what we covered in highschool until the end. so i already had an idea of how things were supposed to go and what sounds reasonable. I get that college is all about taking the initiative to do what it takes to succeed, but i feel like chemistry is the exception to the rule. I don't think any school should hire a chem prof who is incapable of professing his knowledge of the subject to people who have little or no knowledge there of. chem just isnt something you can teach yourself, at least not with an adequate understanding. and physics just makes sense to me, i can see physics happening in front of my face, i can imagin the scenario and visualize wether the outcome i calculated is even remotely close to what would actually happen. But i dont see thermodynamics in front of my face, I cant observe an equilibrium shift when im walking through the campus. I could go on, but it's late and I'm tired.

Some of the things that I've been working on:

-summer research application that will publish my work

-a mini web series with a friend of mine (coming out around christmas, hopefully)

-a book, not going to be released anytime soon, and i think I told you guys about the book before, but i'm about half way done with it, or at least i hope i'm half way done

- and the business model that I have not even told anyone about. Don't take it personal, the only person who even has the slightest idea is my brother and thats because he's my lawyer and i cant just do this illegally lol i like my freedom, and women, and food, and regular clothes, and shoes with shoelaces.

- and a few other things that are not really of anyones concern, well they are but not a group of people. each is like on a need to know basis with 1 person per thing... it's complicated.

- oh and if this stress relief via blogging works, im going to start another blog. have no fear I don't plan on talking shit about people or families. at least not on a consistent basis. but this blog will probably be a lot less exclusive, and i may post it on my facebook page, and promote it with my new mini web shows. but i think it's going to be a daily life kind of blog. but im not going to post on it everyday. I'll let yo guys know how it turns out

so those were the projects

current obstacles:

-chemistry. well school in general

-nutrition sucks because I'm eating like once a day at best, like one real meal the rest is snacks and drinks

-dad

-lack of exercise

- lack of sleep

-lack of fun

and i'd say that things I can be thankful for are:

-my love life is relatively phenominal, considering what i used to have and what I currently have. we're doing amazing, and i'll send pics and vids to the people on the email list

-the market isn't doing too bad

-finances are on point, no expenses, a tremendous amount of income (interest is helping a bit)

-idk if i told you guys but stanford and vanderbilt accepted me for the next fall, and im thinking about applying to ut just for fun i guess. college station is still in the running. who knows. (waiting on emory and dartmouth, sending in apps of duke, case western, northwestern, and uc berkley next week)

- looking forward to november (when i go look at apartments in different cities depending on where i go to school, breeders for my gsd or doberman in the summer, send in applications ffor research at stanford med and md anderson (just for the summer, something to put on undergrad resume), probably adding to my technological arsenal (ipad(pfft), new slr camera, 2nd monitor for imac, possibly a batline(2nd phone with a number on a need to know basis) and a better expresso machine...)

-apparently im on the dean's list. didnt know we had one here.... not exactly something im proud of... but im not ashamed.... its just like something i would say "noted" to lol.

- semester is half way over

so i know I wasn't to specific and I'll post another blog within the week and get you guys the specifics.

Don't think I'm back yet though because this is strictly therapeutic, if it doesn't work then you'll go back to being ignorant of my life events

But all in all things are well. minor complaints, but I like life (outside of school). A lot has changed, and a lot of that change was long overdue. I don't know if I would change the way anything happened if given the opportunity, i want to say i would just so i don't sound like a bitch. but I cant say that i'm 100% on that as being an honest answer. But I'm benefitting from the way things have ennded up going. I'm happy, productive, and living a relatively discrete life. I'm all about discretion. But let me go to bed. I need to be up in about 3 hours studying more.

We live and we learn (at least thats the way it's supposed to happen)

-Gary Infinity

Thank you for your time

Hey I'm not back, but I just wanted to take this time to thank and unnamed person who reached out to me via facebook. The world gets a lot smaller when you have a facebook (in my experience). But me and this amazing individual have had the same problems with the same people and have the same ideologies about a few things we deal with on an everyday basis.

I had no idea this person existed. well actually I did, but I had no idea they were a reader, or that they went through what I were going through. They reached out to me via my facebook link on my page and they sent me a message with their support. This is the first time something like this has happened to me, well coming from a complete stranger. But boy, it's so relieving to know that you're not the only one in the world who is dealing with the problem you're dealing with. and it was even better because we have mutually been through the same exact situation, with the same exact people, and had the same exact issues.

I'm sure more than one group is thinking it's them who I'm talking about but it's not only 1 group. But yah, i'm not going to be brazen about it. But it feels good to know that I'm not the first, and obviously I won't be the last

But thats all that I wanted. Thank you again my new friend. This kind of makes you a minor hero in my life. for whatever thats worth.

Well back to life it is

-Gary Infinity

Just to give you a piece of me to hold onto

I think this is a good representation of my ability to express myself. I was upset and theres another video before this that you should go to my youtube channel to check out (fromgarytodoctorgary) and this video will make alot more sense

it started out as a video for my sister, then i decided it would be on youtube too, then i decided i'll send it to the person who pissed me off (my "boss" lol) so thats why it seems like im talking to different people during different parts of the video

enjoy it like never before. I plan on this being my last personal update. All the others (if any) will be on the tumblr blog

-Gary Infinity

I'm not coming back or anything

Just wanted to promote me newest most customized blog!

its about medicine and... well you'll see when you go look at it

the address is fromgarytodrgary.tumblr.com

so make that happen and theres adsense on there as well (i'm saving for a new scooter, please help) oh and the scooter is for 2 reasons lol I"m going to the UN this winter break so it'll fit in there and then they get like literally 95mpg so i may go places where i dont need to car anything with it lol. I'm going green, thats right. But go check out my new blog, its not finished as far as designing goes but its getting there =]

ok bye

-Gary

I'm going to try making this my goodbye

This is the last update on my life. I've gotten the iMac, the iPhone 4, a 35" tv, a PS3, and a new macbook air for the many flights i'll be taking back and forth from here to washington, idaho, and ohio. A few of my friends and I have gotten together and we are going to be visiting eachother every week. So i'll only be here 1 weekend of the month. the other weekends i'll be in Seattle, Boise, and Columbus. So I got a smaller laptop in addition to my regular macbook. I'm also considering getting an ipad and a 27" monitor just so i can do a dual screen setup. But my room looks amazing with the Mac and the TV. only 8.5 months until I can add some dogs to the bunch. But yah, things have changed and im just trying to make it easier. But we'll see how things work out.

So I'm going to try and stop blogging. It'll be hard because this is how I vent in a way, I mean it started with me talking shit about Hanan's family because they got me upset and stressed then it went to me talking about how stupid general people are and stupid situations. But I think it's best that I keep things to myself. Just looking at the IP addresses, im not comfortable with the audience being what it is. I only know about 1% of the people that look at this, and that includes people that i know and don't want to know about my life and people that i don't even want thinking about me and then family and friends. But I hope this helped someone, and I hope it blessed someone. The main purpose was to help people learn. I mean thats why i started addressing Hanan's family, so I could let them know that the way things are going is completely nonfunctional. And I think they learned from it, they probably won't admit it and if i were them i wouldnt either. and thats cool, but at least I changed someone's world.

If you want to keep up with how i'm doing then you can tune into my youtube channel. its fromgarytodrgary thats the user name so i'm not going to be completely off the grid but my personal life will. If you don't want to tune into the youtube channel thats fine, just know that I'm going to do everything I've ever wanted to. I'll be a doctor, no matter what. And I'm now stuck between oncology and trama surgery, but either way i'm going to be the beast in my field. So I'll be just fine. Sorry to everyone who is interested in the new girl, you won't know what the outcome is but to be frank, you don't need to know. I'm sure I'll be happy and im almost certain we will be a couple, its just a matter of when. But im not going to get too invested.

But i hope everyone makes the most of themselves, and i wish bright futures for you all. Life is too short. But i'm just going to do my own thing. 'm going to live like theres no tomorrow even though i have already made plans for tomorrow. But don't worry about me, I"m taken care of. Now lets go change the world.

And I mean this may not be the last entry to my blog... but i would like for it to be.

But let me go get back to my life.

Let us live, and let us love. 2 fingers for the world
Gary Infinity, over and out.

Just had some down time

So I was thinking about all that's been going on lately, and I'm glad things worked out the way they did. I could have been worse. But I can't imagine being anywhere else, with anyone else, doing anything else. For every action there is a reaction, I simply don't believe in fate. Idk what the future has in store, but I'm open to new ideas. Idk why I've been like this lately, but I'm not going deny it. I love my life, sure its hard, but i wouldn't give it up or trade it for a easier life. And my life isn't suited for everyone, understandably. I have needs that most people dont have. And it seems like I'm the happiest with people who have parents like mine just because we can openly talk about it without people asking us all these questions. I'm a friendly guy and I have a lot of amazing friends, but it seems like i'm not who i want to be when i'm around my good friends from high school. but when I get around people like Maygen, I glow. But I think I'm going to stop associating with regular people, and i always said I wouldn't because thats how all federal kids are, i always felt like they were stuck up, and i still feel that way. but now it's just a change im going to make for the sake of my happieness. And I'm going to get a copilot soon, and by copilot I mean like a girlfriend or just a girl that i can just be with like a girlfriend. the title isn't a necessity. But I'm going to see how the weekend with my new friend goes and she could be it. I wouldn't mind at all. But if that doesn't work out then i'll look at other fed girls. But basically i'm looking for someone worthy of my retort. I don't want to have to speak for them, and i don't want to have to worry about them embarrassing me when they speak for themselves. I'd like someone who is just genuinely into me for any reason that isn't superficial. It would be a plus if they were smarter than me, but I think thats going to be hard to come by... and I'm not trying to gloat but i'm just saying i haven't ran into too many girls or people in general who i consider to be smarter than me. but they don't have to be smarter than me, i don't mind being the smarter in the relationship, but i would enjoy the challenge of a smarter lady. and thats all i kind of ask for. they don't have to be pretty or a certain height or a certain weight or a certain race. I mean sure i have preferences, but it's not like if you don't meet the criteria that i won't associate with you, Idk, I just want someone who is into me and complements me... not asking much. I mean there are a few superficial things like id like for them t be well dressed, and like certain types of music and things like that but everything else is pretty my whatever. Idk, i'm just saying


oh and I think i'm going to stop blogging just because I don't need people to know this much about me. and people that i would rather not mention are looking at this and i don't want to be in there lives so i'm going to do them that favor. I mean i'll keep up my other blog, but it wont be anything personal. Idk i'm just no longer comfortable with people tuning into my life without my permission. So I may post a goodbye blog or something but if i don't email you then maybe you'll hear about me once i've made it. once I've cured cancer, or something. Maybe i'll marry some princess or something. But I promise you'll hear abot me later in life. Just be patient. So I'm going to say goodbye for now, but I'll try posting a blog that officially goodbye

on a side note, one of my residents in the dorm is the prince of Nigeria, why the fuck he is at this school no idea. But he asked to be in my hall because he already knew who I was and he want our security to join forces but he's my suitemate... i'm not going to give him any special attention because first of all we aren't in Nigeria. second of all his mom kind of insulted me, i mean unintentionally, but she basically want me to provide him with extra security... what the hell do i look like? But the administrators were like give him whatever he wants and I'm probably not going to let that go down. Like you don't see me asking for all of this extra shit, I live by the rules just like everyone else. I mean I'm no prince but my dad is definitely one of the more important people in the federal government. but most people don't even know that unless the read the blog. but i've only told like 5 people in person and 2 of them were people trying to kill me so really i've only told 3 people. But i live just like a normal kid with money, he can too. but i mean it's not like i hate the kid but he needs to live like me, we're almost the same people in the same situation, actually thats a stretch, but we're both significant. But I seriously don't know why the hell he's here of all places. and it better not be because of me because i think i'd be pissed.

just saying

so until next time
- Gary Infinity

Minor Update

So to those of you who are concerned, my escort to school was amazing. If you got the chance to see it I hope you liked it.

Um nothing huge in this update. well a few huge things but I'm not going to get specific. So the girl that I met in Detroit, she's going to be visiting me on friday-sunday =]. It's supposed to be a surprise but with the resources my dad has, nothing is a surprise lol (you should have payed in cash lol). So I'm pretty excited for that.

I'm finished with chapter 2 in political science lol... havent been too productive academically post SMDEP.

Ah investments are doing pretty well =] and the people I invested for just got invoices with service fees so I should be getting about 20k within the next month. All of which will be going towards financing my business idea.

One thing that I am dealing with is an insecurity though, I'm not going to be too specific, but its becoming more of a concern as time passes. In short I feel like I'm losing control of a certain situation. And one of my biggest fears is losing control of something that I have control over, specifically in this situation. But, it's nothing God can't handle, nothing he thinks I can't handle because otherwise I wouldn't be facing this problem.

But I'm sure it will be taken care of and it may even resolve itself before I get a chance to resolve it. I just need to take a step back and plan my work so I can work my plan.

The other day I saw a Mother Theresa quote and it was "I know that God will never give me more than I can handle, but I wish he didn't have so much faith in me" lol I know exactly how she feels. To those of you who think my life is like cake it's not. Sure I may have more money, or a better background, but I go through and do a lot of stuff. First let me just say I'm pre-medicine, which alone will speak volumes. Second let me say that I'm pursuing a MDJD. Also, I have some pretty high expectations to meet thanks to my siblings. I manage other wealthy peoples money for dirt cheap commissions, but I can lose their money just like someone who charge 3-10 times more than I do. My love life probably couldn't be worse, unless it involved someone dying. Oh and not to mention about 10 different people or groups of people want me dead and about 50 would like to see me seriously injured. So it's not like I just sit around and spend money. the money that I do spend is 100% mine, I manage other peoples money, I'm working my ass off in school so I can make something of myself, and my well being isn't something too many people are happy about. I would like to see the regular person live my life for a week. I guarantee you they will have aged in appearance at the end of those 7 days. I don't understand why people think I live this life of royalty. I drive a 2000 Honda accord with 180,000 miles on it. Sure I've owned a Mercedes in my name, sure I have 2 houses in my name, sure I have security around me 90% of the time. But lets not forget that I drive a Honda, I rent those houses out for income, and i have security because there are still bullet fragments in my chest from over 10 years ago. Lets not forget that I've lost things I've loved just like regular people do, lets not forget that I was practically raised by my siblings that are no more than 8 years older than me. Imagine me trying to raise a 12 year old. Exactly. So for those of you who hate me because of what I have, or where I am, or who I know, or even who I am. Just know that you don't know the half of it. All you see is the present, I guarantee your opinion would change if you knew the past. But I mean, I'm just saying, I'm just like you, I have problems just like you, my heart is fragile just like yours. Don't let the material things fool you. But I mean feel free to keep hating me, it makes me no difference, I'm going to do my thing regardless. You're the one that's wasting your time reading this if you hate me lol. But I just want to clear that up. Yes I'm a rich kid, yes I've made about 95% of my self worth on my own. Yes I could buy pretty much anything I can think of. But that doesn't mean I'm some kind of invincible super being. Believe it or not I'm human, I deal with the same things you deal with. I've had family issues before, I've had financial issues everyday every since October 2008. I have educational issues, I have emotional issues. Having wealth wont make those go away, and it hardly takes the edge off of the pain that comes with it. Trust me, its a crappy remedy.

If given the opportunity, I don't think I would do anything different fundamentally. I may have taken a few minutes to calm down before saying the things I said the way I said it, but otherwise, I think I'd be too stubborn to change, and I'm learning to accept that. Everything happens for a reason, or at least that's what I keep telling myself. But for now and for about another 9 months, I'm just going to leave it in God's hands and get on with my life. I'm his child and he watches over me. Psalms 23.

If you're a Christian, this may bless you, if not, read it anyway and just think about it.

Deuteronomy 28

¹ If you fully obey the LORD your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. ² All these blessings will come upon you and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God:

³ You will be blessed in the city and blessed in the country.

⁴ The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops of your land and the young of your livestock—the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks.

⁵ Your basket and your kneading trough will be blessed.

⁶ You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out.

⁷ The LORD will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven. I'm still here today. Amen.

⁸ The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The LORD your God will bless you in the land he is giving you.

⁹ The LORD will establish you as his holy people, as he promised you on oath, if you keep the commands of the LORD your God and walk in his ways. ¹⁰ Then all the peoples on earth will see that you are called by the name of the LORD, and they will fear you. ¹¹ The LORD will grant you abundant prosperity—in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your forefathers to give you.

¹² The LORD will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none. ¹³ The LORD will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the LORD your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom. ¹⁴ Do not turn aside from any of the commands I give you today, to the right or to the left, following other gods and serving them.

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Hope that helped someone

That's enough for now, but I'm going to go do some more studying. I kind of can't sleep. =/

I am first not last
I am the head and not the tail
I am more than a conqueror
Amen.

Gary Infinity

My Friday the 13th

So I'm about to ramble my ass off. This is probably the most unusual day of my life. But basically i'll talk about being threatened and the new depth of my security, the mafia or mob(if they aren't the same thing, I don't know which one it is) and my dads present for my going away(again) to college.

But first I'm going to talk about how much I can't stand old people who drive but clearly shouldn't be licensed for such nonsense. So I went to Galveston today to do a few things, it's my sisters aniversary and I needed to take care of some stuff for school and one of my friends from boston is visiting and she was there (but it wasnt planned for me to see her) so Galveston went cool and all was well. So its time for me to go home and it's like a 35 minute trip from where I live to Galveston. Guess why it took me 90 minutes. BECAUSE OF OLD FAGOTS! And the traffic wasnt even bad! i think I got stuck behind at least 30 old people... half of which decided to occupy the left lane going 5 miles less than the speed limit.... i was so pissed off so I was going to take 518 home, and that was worse I was like so upest its unreal.

Moving on, so I got a threat in the mail today lol and i mean its nothing new, just the usual "i have this and im going to do this to you on this day" and I mean, I'm glad that my dad is taking it seriously but he's overdoing it a little lol. I have uniformed guards now, which is kind of like a deterrent, but I really hate it. For those of you wwho don't know I'm all about discretion. Had it not been for this blog no one would know anything about my life. But the way I prefer my security is an armored SUV unmarked, black, and I like my guards to wear suits with clear corded communication or simply wireless communication. But I have marked State trooper escorts, uniformed FBI and CIA detail (i think one person is from the US marshalls but i could be wrong) as well as aviation support when I'm in route to wherever I'm going.... and I mean it attracts soooo much attention, there are a lot of guns, a lot of lights, and a lot of noise. Its repulsive. I like just 2 black SUV's, (lighted up is fine) and security that looks like regular business people. So my day started that way after I got word of the threat and as soon as I got to a stopping point I called my dad and I was like this isn't going to work lol So he got me some white suv's lol i mean it's better than that light gray shit, but black is beast, and classy. and he got me my regular people plus about 9 others lol get this. So I go to cheddars and I only make (recognize or see) 2 agents. My sister and I eat, pay and we get up and 15 people get up with us lmao. Like I'm not going to lie i felt pretty substantial. I was only thinking that there were 2 people and it wasn't exactly comforting because they were on the other side of the room lol but it turns out that the 4 tables around me were all occupied by agents and then there were some just sitting with their "families" and I think they were legit families plus the agent lol. It was pretty beastly and a nice change in protocol, which I need to be read in on pretty soon here. But yah, and someone is fucking with my phone, but I'm not bothered. Just so people know, because you have my phone number doesn't mean that when you go on the internet and type my number into the offers, I won't get them. For one, I have an assistant that gets all of my calls and texts, then if its someone on a list that i've given her she forwards it to my personal device and I take it, but if I don't recognize the number one of the following people will answer: my assistant (rarely happens), my security (more often than not), or my dad(probably 1 out of 5 times) so just so you know, you're wasting your time. Oh and don't call from an unknown number because 1 they know the number, and 2 since you tried hiding it its a red flag and they start tracking you location if your phone remains on. So if you're going to call me from an unknown number I would do it from a phone that you're willing to throw away because its tracked forever pretty much. And if you do it alot they tap your phone. so you'll have absolutely no privacy =/ I'm just saying so you know.

Oh and my going away present from my dad is my convoy transport =] its nothing necessary, but it's beast. it's similar to barack obama's but without the Cadillacs and with fords or chevy's. But its a 1/2 scale. (so for 2 suv's in obama's convoy, I'll get 1 and so on) But every car will be black. red and blue escort lights. no light bars (lights on the top of the roof) only dash and grille lights(hidden lights) IDK if i'll be in a car or SUV but I'm not driving i'm being driven (as usual). Aviation support. The whole 9. So if you see a bunch of black "police" cars and SUV's, thats me lol. I'm leaving sometime sunday afternoon so be on I45 south sometime then. Sorry, for security reasons I'm not allowed to know the specifics =[. but my sisters will be with me and i'll get settled in =]. Oh and another unintentional present my dad gave me was recognition =] He said he was doing well at my age but not nearly as well as I'm doing now! mind you, this is coming from the guy who has only told me he was proud of me 2 times (when I won the US Amateur and before I left for school last year. It hit my soft spot lol.

Oh and the Mob or Mafia... something makes me want to think theyre the same thing but if they are different i have no clue which one i'm referencing. So theres an annual ball every year for kids like me, you know like federal agent kids and the senator kids and the president kids. You get the point. And the way they tell you about it is stupid but the security risk justifies it. So basically you parents are told the month it will be 1 month after the present ball. So I just got back from it so my dad will know what month it is in september. Then when august of 2011 comes we (the kids) get to know its coming. So once we're in august, right before september starts we get to know which week in september. Then at the same time our parents know the day. so a week before the week the kids go the kids get the day. and then we make plans like for the day before. so if its on a wednesday in september my plans are to leave on tuesday. and on tuesday they will tell us the state. but our tickets are already arranges so it's not stressful if you dont have a jet. So while in mid air you get texts with who yor driver will be when you land and different passwords and operative words and stuff, but your parents handle that and all agent and senator phones are encrypted so no one can like steal it or pretend to be you. So your driver will take you to a hotel or safe house both of which are under the US marshall surveillance a certain amount of time before and during the event. So once you get there they take samples of DNA directly from either your eye or your vein just to make sure everyone is who they say they are and then once everyone is confirmed each family is individually transported to a different hotel to meet with a different contact and then given the real day and time. So like when you go thinking its wednesday, they usually give it a -4 day delay just so we can go site seeing and shit like that. But this year it was in Detroit. And apparently the mob or the mafia is there? so this mob guy comes up to me, and i'm scared as shit because my security just let him pass. but it was an arranged meeting and i'm guessing everyone knew about it but me, my assistant couldnt come only my family and security detail. So i'm like pissing my pants at this point because i know nothing about gangster etiquette. I didn't want to piss this guy off because the only thing the FBI is timid with is the Mafia lol. So I'm sitting there being respectful and submissive. But he talks to me and he knows my name and everything and he was talking about how good it is to finally meet me. and i was thinking to myself, oh shit he's known about me for a long time? but basically he read up on some articles that i was in for golf and he told me he liked me as a player (no one liked me as a player) but he thought i was some meathead that was just good with clubs until he read up on some research I did at MD Anderson so he knew I was smart, he knew I had and attitude and he knew that I was good at pretty much whatever I wanted to be good at... and he liked it. So at this point in the conversation I'm flattered but i'm still scared as hell like im thinking he's going to ask me to sign a contract about being the doctor the mafia goes to when they get shot or something. but the conversation continues and then a limo pulls up and the driver opens the door and this beautiful girl gets out, im assuming she's italian, but guys this girl was stacked, I mean she's definitely on the short list of most beautiful women I've seen in real life. So I'm like staring and my mouth drops. And he was like "let me introduce you to my daughter" and its like someone stopped the record playing on a turn table lmao. So we meet and he goes "why don't you let her show you around and i'm thinking like a tour of the building. he meant around Detroit and around like her bedroom and I was just like well I appreciate the offer but I'm in a relationship, and he was like I know hanan broke up with you and at this point I'm ready to go. So i loosen my tie (sign of distress and gives my security the sign to move in) and they start walking towards me and he's just getting angry "are you too good for my daughter?!" and when people get angry like in my presence i tend to become a smartass and I was like "no I'm too good for you, I'm not going to have a mob boss as a father in law, do you know who my dad is, how that would look?" and he's getting very upset and then for some reason I remember where I was, there were probably 1000 agents around and the secret service was there for the obama bush and clinton kids so I knew nothing would happen. And now that I think about it that's probably where the threat letter came from pahahaha. But the girl was amazingly stunning and i'm sure she's a nice girl, but it sucks that she has a douche of a father. To all the dads with daughters out there. Don't be an idiot because no one wants to marry the child of an idiot. the movie "meet the parents" or "meeting the parents" (the one that preceded "meet the fockers") is a perfect example. But apparently Hanan and I breaking up is national news lol thats awkward. Like I had the same kind of offers from CIA agents lol I don't think any fbi parents were down, def not the obamas lol. But I remember this one guy. He came up to me and he was like "I've worked with your dad a few times and it those were by far my best cases, he will never leave a man behind and he always makes sure everyone understands before he starts an operation. I've looked into you and it is more than evident that you are just like him, and you will stand up for what you believe in. I have a daughter that is very fond of you, she reads your blogs and your facebook posts(my facebook is private but i mean it's the CIA lol) could you do me the pleasure of introducing yourself to her?" This guy was an american brownie. like he was indian but he was an american indian not a fob indian. Like 1st generation. and he wasn't old. he was probably 45. And Honestly I've never been so flattered. There were probably 300 kids ther and it seems like I'm in the top 20 of success stories lol. But I introduced myself and she's actually a really amazing girl. She's pretty, like shes pretty enough to model and pretty enough for everyone to tell her how pretty she is, but not like pretty enough to be known for her good looks you know? But she's at Yale and she's a year younger than me but she's in my grade. She wants to do medicine or law. And if she does law she wants to do business on the side. oh and theyre from ohio. and they spend break vacations in Washington. But she's pretty compatible with me. Oh and she's a genius. Like seriously she's smart enough t piss me off. Like some people are admirably smart like casually competition smart. this girl is smart enough to make me stop what i'm doing and concentrate just so i don't embarace myself. Like we had a freindly argument about investing and usually when it comes to stuff that i know and that i do, I can talk about it and do multiple things. most of the time i'll talk to it while chatting on fb or gtalk or texting. or being sarcastic or thinking about something else. This girl, she brought up the euro and we started talking about inflation and deflation. the points she was making were brilliant. and i started the convo while texting, at the end of the convo i was sitting down with a paper and pencil and using my phones calculator. I was fucking sweating. No one, to this day has challenged me like that before. And I loved it, but it pissed me off how little she was trying. I may go to the north east after this year depending on how we work out. And her dad is really cool. Like he told me anytime I want I can fly out to see her and if i ever want here to come there he'll make it happen and they own a luxury and exotic car dealership (like not JUST bmw and merc, but Ferrari and lambo and Bentley and Maserati and shit like that) but he was like if you ever need a new car let me know i'll give you 80% off (a g550 would only cost me 20,000... thats a 100,000$ car!) but I mean I would never take advantage of that offer, because it would compromise my motive... if i want to be with the girl, it's going to be for who she is, not what her dad gives me. But she's really dope. Like she's smart and funny about it like me. and she is like smart enough to teach others how to be as smart as her, like me! and she doesn't drink or smoke = a+ but she wants to go wine tasting. And she's well dressed! like her style completments my style. actually she complements me in general and she's hilarious, like we have the same humor! I'm glad I wasn't an asshole like "um im not interested in meeting anyone right now" but her dads really cool and she's an only child so i don't have to worry about impressing 6 other people that wont matter to me anyway. And she's rich so it's not like she'd be in it for the money. But her security is alot more extensive than mine... which concerns me, if you are an agent kid you know why, and if you're not, then you don't need to know why. but i would give her a 9 out of 10 with the only bad things being the security, the distance, and she's a little bossy lol. but 9 out of 10 and no matter what we'll be good friends and I've seen her around like at the previous balls and stuff but i just never thought to go up to her. For the outsiders, it's hard to be social at these "social" events because everyone is crowded by security and tere is no privacy. in the past, the only people ive socialized with are my roommates and the different speaker who speak if im a speaker. otherwise everyone has their own 8 person table for them and their security lol but seriously even the years where I have made it a point to be social I've only met like 3 people and this year i met 5 but that was only because i was in a room with 3 people and the girl i just told you about and another person from texas. but yah i'm really excited about this chick primarily because she's the smartest girl i've been interested in and we live the same lifestyle and we're like the same people. and her k9 detail is exactly like mine 2 GSD and a Doberman and a mastiff.

Oh and to break it down for you guys the reason my K9s are in that combination is because a german shepherd will chase someone quickly, a doberman will hold them or take them down, and a mastiff will stand its ground and stand between you and the threat. so if i were at a park or something with no human security, the mastiff would never leave my side and would be the last line of defense if they were close to me. if someone does something from a distance you send both GSD's at the same time and they will chase him down and then you send the doberman after the gsds have a bite and once the doberman is there you call the gsd's back and the doberman will make sure they don't come toward you. So the mastiff is really only good in crowds for when people are actually close to you. but all of them are more than capable of getting the job done =] but she's going to be coming down in september during her first week of school while the load is light and we're going to have a competition with our K9's lol so thats the first date i guess pahahahaha but i love my dogs. I cant wait to get my own personal GSD in a year when i get my apartment (wherever i decide to go to school) I want to learn how to train it myself for guarding work. like i know obedience and i know you can have it trained as a guard dog but i want to do it myself. But she's into dobermans, which is cool if you like being second best lol

anyways she's calling me now and im going to tell her to look at this while we talk

hey you just called and i spent a lot of time talking about you, i hope you feel important, but just know that you're not ;)

mk bye guys.
Gary Infinity

Ramadan Mubarak Everyone!

To my Muslim friends, just wanted to recognize the holiday though I won't be participating or anything like that. But it's only respectful that I recognize it, just as you all recognize Christmas. For those of you who are fasting, good luck, be strong, I couldn't do it myself, and I respect the people who are choosing not to fast because they consider themselves to claim Muslim but don't practice it. Thats strengthened my respect for you considerably. And to those of you who only pretend to be muslim for a month, I think that's pathetic to be honest, you'll have to excuse my brazenness. But if you're actually going to continue being muslim after you fast then thats another thing and you have my prayers all the way.

But it's just a simple blog wishing everyone luck in their quest for spiritual growth and sacrifice.

Nothing else is really going on that's worth mentioning
- Gary Infinity

It would be cool if I could just live like most people my age do

So I went to the golf course to play with my dad today. Mind you I haven't played since sophmore year in high school which is like 3-4 yrs ago. So I get to the course and the same people are there and apparently they missed me because they were enthralled to see me. So I go to warm up and 10 minutes pass by and I have a gallery and photographers collecting. 20 mins later I go to the putting green and I don't think I've ever had a gallery that big in my career. I hate crowds. and for those of you who don't know what a gallery is, its basically like your audience that walks with you and watches you play. So 5 mins later my security shows up (on what was supposed to be a nice day with my dad and their day off) because I'm not at all in the mood to be crowded and interrogated about where I've been... So I play, and I played like shit. And then there are reporters and photographers on the 18th hole like i'm in a tournament, and usually i don't mind but I'm just trying to spend some time with my dad before i leave for school. But in the end I shot a 76 on a par 72 course. Pretty terrible, but I havent practiced in about 3 yrs so what could I do? I still wiped the floor with my dad, won 400$ in "prize money" lol we gamble with eachother. And now I'm pretty sure I'll show up in some magazine or website or something... I just wanted to play some golf with my dad. Next time we're going to Walden in conroe. I hate houston Golfers... bunch of groupies. And I wish my dad had a different job so that I could have some degree of freedom. But to whom much is given, much is expected, I guess.

But I did get to hang out with a girl I havent seen in forever. We went out to cheddars then we went to go play around in some BMW 528's =]. Good time with her, bouncing back =] and now I have nothing to do... So I think I'm going to call her again and hang out some more. She was telling me about some belly dancing restaurant in the medical center. and it's italian food, and i think belly dancing is HOT! so it seems like the perfect restaurant for me =] idk if she belly dances but the waitresses do apparently lol. I want to go, but idk when. Anyone want to come with us? you're more than welcome, assuming you're not old lol or stupid. But yah, today after 12:00 was an amazing day. But before it, it was nice spending time with the padre, but the fan shit pissed me off, so i'll give it a 3 out of 5 stars lol


Pfft. Giving birth is easy ;]


Typically me


Pretty...


Freaking...


Beautiful!!!


You'd have to ask her


And btw she's not taller, I think its just that I'm slouching and her posture is amazing. But she's like 5'2" or 5'3"

mk well im going to go hit up rice village.
holla for a dolla

Starting a YouTube channel(another one) so I can become partner!

So I'm making medical videos thats offering different tips
some will be general that can be applied to any school, while others will be a little more specific medically. But thus far I have 3 videos up, and I've made 6 total but i'm spacing out the uploads just for the sake of subscribers. If you have a YouTube account PLEASE SUBSCRIBE! thats kind of a huge criteria to meet in order to become partner. So please subscribe and you are more than welcome to rate and comment as well

So thats what I'm doing. It's going to end up being a video diary as well just so when I graduate from harvard medical school I can have something to look back on and remember the good times, the bad times, the subjects studied, the future girlfriends, the future friends, future dogs, future cars. Stuff like that. But I'm going to try starting off with some general tips then a few about what I'm actually doing medically (or what i have done and what im going to) and depending on whats happening and how many people are watching, I'll turn it into a video diary. But I'll post the videos here so you guys don't have to go to the channel or anything like that. So here are the first 3 in the order they were posted

the first one kind of sucked, i was tired but i had to get started because ive been procrastinating this for about a month











Lets hope that post works

The thing is...

With my love comes my expectations. I love alot of people and it seems the more I love someone the easier it is for them to piss me off. Idk if it's just me or if its just human nature. But don't get me wrong, just because i love you doesn't mean that you're destined to piss me off, tons of people have yet to do so. But the person that I love the most, like the most makes it so easy to just fire me up. And its always over stupid shit that wouldnt piss me off if it were anyone else. But its always the same shit. I hate being asked questions and they know this, but they are the person that asks me the most freaking questions about stupid shit. and I mean I get that you don't know what you're doing but figure it out, stop relying on other people to do something you're more than capable of doing. No one was there for me when I was doing what you were doing and no one was there to show me how to do it. I played with it, if it didn't work then I tried something different, it's that simple. Shit! I'm starting to get mad again.

And with this person, i hate arguing. And thats just unheard of. I mean my family has debates over dinner for fun! but I simply cannot argue with them! well I can but i just get pissed off. I don't know if it's because they suck at arguing or if we are always arguing about the same shit. Like fucking married people.

Idk where I'm going with this but I just hate how the people i love the most have the least trouble pissing me off. And it's an intense pissed too like I want to just walk up to one of my bodyguards and challenge them to a wrestling match that i know I won't win. Fuck. It's like I legitimately hate them right now, but I love them. Fuck life.

I'm going to go be pissed off now, and break some shit that 'm sick of looking at. I'm that pissed

More pictures to come

So I've been to a lot of parties lately. Here are some pictures of one event and I'll post another one as soon as I upload them to the computer and do some minor touch ups. Enjoy these.


Me dancing, somewhat lol


Don't mind the asian, she was drunk... Adnan and I are completely sober.


So Hera is pretty amazing, and apparently I went to her house everyday before school in the 5th grade lol I don't remember all that but if she says so


Holla for a dolla brownies. I definitely love the 2 girls next to me but Priya is cool too =]


My loves


AP Biology, 2 years later, we picked up where we left off =]


PALS APE Field Day, a year later as well


Exact replica of our picture a year ago, but without the lawn chairs and the lawn of course lol


I love my UT Girls!


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


The epitome of Gary and Savita


My BOYS from PALS!


Really bad picture, so I blurred it lol

So that it for now, just me and some friends. there were more pics taken but non of these are mine, they were all stolen from facebook lol I wasnt expecting pics so I left my camera at home

"Gary take pictures with us" pfft.
Its good to feel valued lol but I love my friends, they're all pretty smart... well they make good grades for the most part, but not all of them are smart lol. But most are =]

Don't Start None, Won't Be None

So I was hanging out with some friends and we were discussing several subjects(The specifics are irrelevant). But they told me I was so American. These friends we not foreigners but they are first generation americans in their families. And when they said that I ws confused because they are American too lol. But they basically meant that if I'm not happy with the way something is ran I will voice my disgust in hopes of change. Same goes for my friends, like if they are passionate about something and its not being ran well or addressed well or something like that, I will stand right there with them and protest and plan and everything, as long as it complies with my morals.

And I can't stand it when people act like I'm not entitled to that right. This is fucking America, a country that was founded on freedom of oppression and self government. Not to mention the fact that I'm a tax payer. I'm paying the government to benefit me, so if I'm not happy with it I have every right to seek change because I can't exactly get my money back. I mean think about when you go to a restaurant, if your food is fucked up you don't just sit there, you get the manager and you bitch about whats wrong and you send the shit back. Now because its a business they will give you a free meal so that you come back but its the same exact principle.

And that's the beauty of America. We chose our shit. We don't have a king or a monarchy. We chose the president that made us happy, we chose the people who make the laws, we chose the people who interpret the laws. And we pay them.

I mean in this particular instance, I was relatively liberal, but every American is in some context. As an American, I'm entitled to life, liberty, and property. It's in the damn constitution. And with that being said I get outraged when my inalienable rights are alienated. I kind of think thats what happened with me and Hanan's family. Like she's Muslim, cool, but the fact that they were telling her she cant be with me (with no substantial reasoning[i get that it's not preferred within the religion, but how bad can it be if damn near every Muslim person i know is doing it, I mean even people who are like radical Muslims like die hard. guys and girls]) it kind of felt like the liberty part of her constitutional rights were being taken away. Which pissed me off and people, all people, have to understand that this is a free country. I can eat what the hell ever I want, I can sleep whenever I want, I can be whatever I'm capable of being, I can date whoever I want, guy or girl! And with this being America, the land of equality, if I can do it you can do it. You're just like me and I'm just like you in the eyes of the national government, in the eyes of justice, and in the eyes of happiness. So someone telling me I can't do something because of what I am is totally void. The things people do sometimes just pisses me off. Like some people are so quick to take away things from other people but when they get something taken away from them they feel so out of play. But I seriously think that's why I was so intense with Hanan's family, I'm a good friend, I stand up for my friends, and in my eyes she was being deprived of her liberty as well as her pursuit of happiness which goes against the purpose of America: freedom. But that's the past, just using it as an example.

But I'm not a protester lol. My family has too much political power for that lol. But even if my mom were never a judge or my dad an agent or my brother a lawyer I probably still wouldn't be a protester. I don't think people realize how productive protests are. (not very). First of all, no one with political power will be in attendance, and the people that see the protest probably wont be concerned.

One time about a year ago, my friend Heba, who is Egyptian as well, invited me to a Palestinian protest about freeing palestine. And I was with Hanan and all and Hanan is he first thing I thought about, but I still declined because it wouldn't change anything. First of all, the Palestinian government could probably not care less about how Palestinians in America feel. Second of all, Americans, specifically the most conservative Americans(Texans), probably don't care about whats happening in Palestine. Especially given the whole "hate arabs" thing that was going around the nation with the whole war and all. So the people that see you protesting, dont care. and the people you want to see you protesting, probably wont. I mean its a sweet thought but if you really want change you're going to need a lot more than some high school girls protesting a street full of busy professionals who just want to go home. Like maybe if you got a religious leader that's the equivalent to the catholic pope in Islam to talk to them. or maybe if you went there with thousands or millions of Americans, or maybe if you started an underground railroad thing. I mean I'm completely ignorant to the specifics of the situation, but I know that nothing would happen without doing something substantial. I'm just saying.

But anyways, I completely agree with the statement regarding my 'Americanism' but I don't think it's a bad thing. I think it's what our founding fathers would admire. I'm an American after all. But idk why I'm like that, I think it's genetic or just a environment that I've been raised in. I mean both of my parents do have Political Science bachelors and Harvard Law degrees. That may have something to do with it lol.

Oh and the picture of the peace flag is just a tribute to the armed forces. though I don't endorse what they are doing or why they are doing it, I do recognize them as my fellow Americans and a life is a life. I like to live so I can only imagine that they like to live. I hope they come home soon, but its seems like we've been getting a lot of empty promises from bush and obama.

But to the soldiers, stay strong and thank you for risking your lives in the name of freedom. May God watch over you, and may peace soon be with you. And to the families of the fallen soldiers, I can only imagine the pain, regardless of the relationship. What they did was brave and honorable, be proud. They are all heroes in the eyes of America. My prayers go to you.


Well on a lighter note, that's all I have.

Just a few random things:
DOW is up higher than its been in the last 2.5 months
I am 13% complete with my savings plan
I'm going to start a youtube channel (another one lol) that will basically be a video diary of my educational career in hopes of becoming an oncologist)
BBQ on Wednesday with Hera and Catherine.
Chinatown on Thursday with SMDEP gang
Meeting with legal staff and some investors on Friday
thinking about going to Austin afterward
then the whole next week is going to be gearing up for school
anything else?

I'm going to hate this school year. I have alot of adjusting to do. Like I'm going to be alone. All of my friends went to Cstat, and I'm sure I'll make new ones but i really liked my last group of friends lol. But just one more year that I'm sure will fly by then I start my life. Like my real independent adult life. where I will be idk, probably ivyleague, stanford, or emory. Vanderbilt hasn't offered any financial aid yet. But this will more than likely be my last year in texas then i got to start all over again with the friends lol.

Oh and I think I might be into the X1 by bmw. Comes out in 2013 =] graduation present from the family? I think yes =] but wither that or the mini countryman, or just something nice and German. maybe even Swedish but I prefer German. Thanks =]

I need some income. Oh and so all of my friends know, I'm definitely putting myself on the strictest budget ever. Since I'll probably be leaving after this year I need to make about 75,000$ between now and May. it's for my dog, my apartment, a new car (possibly), tuition, and a new wardrobe of suits.... Ive been working out so my arms and chest are bigger and I don't want the jackets to be so long anymore, so I'm just going to get some new fitted ones instead of altering my old ones. I think I'll get about 12. All that comes out to be about 73k and that's assuming the suits are 500$ each and the car is 40k$ and about 4-5k put aside for some banana republic and zara clothes. So I can generate the income to hit that number but I can't spend hardly anything outside of my cellphone bill and property taxes.... so no going out to Cullen's, no trip to Austin every 2 weeks, no spa days once a month. Not to mention I still need about 600k for my business idea. My dad gave me 400k and I can probably get another 400k out of my brother. but I still need 200k. All donations are welcome. I'll send you a nice little thank you card and possibly a brochure of what my plan is. But I still need to talk to my litigation people about that. Oh shit, I have a meeting with some investors on Friday! I'll hit them up. I think I'll get at least 200k out of them lol. good times. Lemme go put a PowerPoint or something together for them =]

But basically the message of the blog was:

Life, liberty, property, and the pursuit of happiness; don't mess with mine and I won't mess with yours

Gary Infinity

Presents =]

So last night I had a lunch with my entire family. like everyone including my brother. We all got Dashboard emergency lights =] I got 2, and each has 2. one of mine are blue and white and the other is red and white. So if I ever need to get somewhere I can, but i'm not supposed to. Theyre really for in the event something goes down. When they turn on the nearest Law Enforcement officer/agent gets the longitude and latitude of us and then responds and calls for back up. and the lights make it easy to see us if its dark or if there are alot of cars. Kind of like on star but easier to spot us once you get in the area. But they're pretty cool, like I tried them out and I mean they look lame on my car but in like a black pathfinder or mercedes or something new and black they look legit. And I have a permit to buy them so when I get another car or more than 1 car I can outfit them with emergency lights =]

But don't buy them unless you're in the immediate family of a significant federal agent. it's against the law for most people to have them. Only people that can have them for themselves are undercover police, fire marshals, federal agents, and medical professionals on call. and the one that doctors can have is stupid. Its a green rotating bulb and it doesn't give you the right of way, like people don't have to get out of your way, but if they want to they can... pfft. But i've driven with mine last night and everyone got out of the way. I can't have a siren, but I think i'll find a way to get one lol

But thats just an update on the life. Hope all is well with everyone.
Peace up, A-town down
-Gary Infinity

In a year...

Looking at possible internships for next summer. Some are research, some are surgery, some are cancer, and even a random cardiology one in Miami.

So the places I'm looking at are:
Houston- MD Anderson, UTH, Baylor, UTMB, and UTSW

Seattle (Washington) at the Hutchinson Cancer center I believe. Thats what Maygen was doing this summer

UPenn premed enrichment program

Washington DC with NIH

Another thing thats like SMDEP but for research (nothing in texas) multiple sites nation wide.

I even found a thing that's like teaching highschool kids that are at some program at JOHNS HOPKINS!!!!!! aka the number 1 medical school in the western hemisphere. possibly the world.

Theres more at other places but do you guys have any specific suggestions? or any recommendations based on the data above?

All of them pay me at least 1000 for times that are from 6-12 weeks. I've seen some with as much as 10,ooo for 12 weeks. But most are about 25oo collectively. But i'd like to stay in texas but i'm going to apply everywhere (kind of like medical school lol) but yah if anyone is premed and is looking for some stuff to do this summer, let me know. I've got about 45 places I'm looking at. I"m probably only going to apply to 3-4. So yah i'll let you guys know what I decide on and some time in march or april I'll let you know who decides on me =]

Wish me luck, well in about 3-4 months from now lol

Moreover

My siblings are assholes. The new mac came out yesterday and I was checking my email the one time we are all home watching TV like a loving family and all. And I show them the email and low and behold, all three of the fuckers just bought it. On my mackbook. While it was in my lap. But that's okay. Give me 7 years, I'll be richer than the 3 of them combined. I'll get 10 of every new thing Apple comes out with and I'll go give it to someone who's too old to know what to do with it... asshole... i just watched 3 people buy 3 different macs. 27 inches.... and they'll come to this address so i'll see them right before i go to school.... fags... just wait.

Thats all I have for now... they better give me the free itouches that come with it...

What's annoyingly stupid?

I'm not speaking from my point of view as gary but I'm just speaking from a persons point of view. someone that can easily follow logic.

So if you were in a relationship for like 10 years and they were 10 solid years, filled with the good and the bad and the whole 9 yard. Do you really think that me sending your significant other to like a maximum security federal prison with no visitation for 10 weeks would affect the relationship? I mean yah it'll be harder not talking to them for 10 weeks and all, but would you leave the person you've been with for 10 years because you couldn't talk to them for 10 weeks?

Let's say that I did that to you. And I really think this will end your relationship (because I hate him/her). Do you think you'd think the situation is so retarded that it annoys you?

Well "someone I know" is in that situation and it's not even a big deal to "them". It's been 10 yrs, 10 weeks is nothing. But the fact that people are so misguided in thinking that it's so significant is soooooo annoying. Thats like me fining out where you're applying for jobs and sending the hiring committees anonymous letters with absolutely no credibility. Like yo will still get the job but wouldn't the fact that I took the time out of my life to do that just annoy you?

These people.... Like I'm so annoyed that I can't even be mad, because I'm too busy being annoyed.... damn... people people people. This is how you know you'll never have to worry about anything significant coming from them, when they do desperate shit like that. I'm wowwed right now. Idiots will be idiots. And don't go jumping to conclusions, about who you think it may be or if you think its you. But if you do this (though I may not be addressing you specifically) you're pathetic. If you're going to try stopping a marriage you're going to need something a little bit more substantial. I'm just saying. Or you could sit back and leave it alone and let the god you believe in deal with it. That's what I do, and I must say, aside from academics, I live a pretty stress free life, and a successful stress free life at that.

If people would just realize their limits, they would save so much time and effort. oh shit, that's a point I made about my "make yourself a success " blog. Just goes to show the real life application lol.

I'm that good.

Oh and I went to a thing with some kids from my internship and they kept harassing me about my "man purse" and it's a map bag. so I'm going to post a blog later about why I carry it and whats in it. Some people will be amazed, some people will be shocked, and some people will be scared. Oh and I think alot of people will envy it or be jealous, but for the wrong reasons....

whatever. I'll post that later.

-Gary Infinity

So I'm going to debut my other blog now. Be patient

So I'm only on my second post and for those of you who are on my email list you guys have known about it for a while. Sorry about the delays lol I've been busy with SMDEP and dealing with personal problems and things like that but now I have every intention of getting back into the swing of things.

But for those of you who have yet to see this it's a blog about me chasing the American dream and tips to help people chase there's. I mean it may help you it may not but it's generally geared to people just getting out of high school and into college. People without a clue of what they want to do or what it takes to do what they want to do. Stuff like that. And it basically came about thanks to SMDEP because alot of my fellow scholars saw another blog that i manage and it's about where i'm at in life like what i want to do and what steps i've taken (i'm going to end that one and just pick up with this one). So to help them and other people like them I'm doing this. I may help you, hel I may even help myself!

But its definitely no where near where I want it to be right now. The design is temporary until I find something better that I like. And like I said I'm only on my 2nd post. But hopefully I can get some adsense on it soon and a donate button as well from paypal. I"m not expecting many donations but everything helps. And most of them won't even benefit me directly. They will more than likely go into my business idea and the money for Hanan's school a year or 2 from now. So know that it helps and it's not going to be wasted.

Without further a due, I hope you all enjoy my blog entitled: Making Yourself a Success. I will allow comments and subscribers on it so feel free to participate!

http://selfsucceeding.blogspot.com/

Thanks for the past the present and the future
- Gary Infinity

"Let's go hang out at a park"... I hate being outside in Texas!

.5 of my genome, right there




trying to get him to loan me a million for my business idea


ME: "Dad you're like my sunglasses and I'm like my eyes and the sun is like my gas bills. Sometimes the sun is to bright for my eyes therefore I need sunglasses. With that being said, I want to go to San Antonio with Leslie."

DAD: "and?"

ME: "Dad, be my sunglasses!!"

DAD: "but you're already wearing sunglasses" (with a little smartass grin on his face)

But I'll do my kids the same way, not even going to lie lol


Cant even tell I have a jawbreaker in my mouth. I'm that good.


There's a story that I'm not going to tell lol

Dedicated to...

Anyone who embraces change. Anyone who sacrifices in the name of change. Without change you can't grow. With out change, we can't grow as a nation, as a people, as a race, as a family, or as a religion. Pardon me, I'm just in a mood if you will. But seriously shout out to people who accept change and try new things voluntarily. You all are the shit in my eyes. Idk what kind of mood I'm in but I'm making changes, some voluntarily and some involuntarily. But regardless it's hard, but I'll be stronger and better because of it.

I promised my mom I would never change, and I'm not changing but I am making changes. I'll always be me, I'm Margery's grandson. The weight of my family seems to be on my shoulders. I don't understand why it's me, I'm not the oldest child. I'm not the oldest male. I'm not the best speaker, I'm not the smartest, I'm not the most successful; though I have fair standings in them all. But I'm not timid, I intend to see us through this and make you all proud of what we stand for. Together we stand divided we fall. No one can do it alone, we're in this together, until the end. I know some of us haven't been on the best terms but we're a family. Blood, marriage, it's all the same. If you're happy I'm happy and if not let me know and we'll get it taken care of together. Thats what family does. I completely endorse everyone's decisions in life from now on as long as you do what makes you happy. Life is too short, or so I've been told.

And by no means am I trying to sound like I'm stronger than anyone else. What's happened has happened. Learn from it and develop an appreciation for what you have had, do have, and will have. Take a minute to collect yourselves with the idea that: when you stop, time leaves you behind. We have to keep it moving.

Bare with me. With that being said, fuck everyone who doesn't embrace or hides from change. Especially if you choose not to accept it. You won't ever be shit if you don't change. And that goes to anyone, it's nothing personal. Change is the catalyst for production. If no change is made, there is no way to progress in any context except ignorance. If ignorance is your thing then fuck you, the world would be a better place if you'd stop breathing. Seriously. Let's all try making a positive progressive change. Make the world a better place in every context.

When the going gets tough, the tough go to work; watch me work
- Gary Infinity, family pride