Cars are starting to piss me off.

So my honda is acting up, so it'll be in the shop all day friday, which means i'll be stuck home all day today and all day friday. probably a little bit of saturday. And my sister kind of owes me a car and we drove some m3's and m5's the other weekend and it was pretty amazing but for some reason i don't feel the need to have a bmw or mercedes anymore.... and that's saying alot because I'm probably the most materialistic person in my family. But I was thinking about Acura or infiniti. I probably won't mess with lexus at all because the all look like some kind of toyota and I know they're the same company but the only differences there really are, are the interior. Possibly volvo but the resale sucks, but I was thinking infinity g37 coupe or acura rdx, or tsx then do the mercedes bmw thing when those cars die in like 10 yrs, I should be in my fellowship by then if i don't do the MD JD. But I've considered so many cars and none of them are really calling my name if you know what i mean. well nothing practical. but I've looked at audi, merc, bmw, mini, honda acura, vw, volvo, pretty much everything i would want to look at like even chevy and ford.

Wow my dad is really pissing me off. I'm so sick of people in the generation before me. Guess what motherfuckers, things change over time. I have a phone that does more than a computer ever did during your time. Hell I have a calculator and a camera that can do more that your computers. Everything is more expensive, cars are 30k shoes cost 75$ shirts cost 30 and pants are 70. just because you got cheap stuff when you were young doesn't mean i should get cheap stuff. God I'm so sick of precedents. If people would just realize that this is a new era where men like men and people lose their virginity at 13 and the shorts are shorter and everything is more expensive and you cant do shit without a college education hell you almost need some graduate work to even get a job, people do drugs people get drunk, people do whatever the hell makes them happy and I think that society should just accept it. Let people do their own thing and just realize that you cant stop someone from doing what makes them happy. not without killing them or something. If I drink alcohol and you know I drink alcohol don't ask me about what's in my cup, it not your business. It's my cup, fuck you. If I'm white and I want to date a mexican, don't worry about it, it's my life fuck you. If you're from a different era, thats fine, do you. But you can't just force your out of date philosophies and ideologies on someone who is living in a different time. It's a lost cause. And I don't care what the situation is, if i want to drive a 50,000$ car, if you don't like it thats too bad because you didn't drop 50,000$ on a machine. And it's my car and my music, if you don't like it, get the fuck out and walk. the point is you can't force someone to do something they don't want to do and you cant expect someone not to do something they want to do. It would be foolish of you to think otherwise. I mean I'm not trying to offend anyone, well i don't care if i do but this wasn't meant to be offensive. And I'm not asking anyone significantly older than me to accept todays standards, but I am asking that you leave it alone. "kids will be kids" that apples here. let us do us.

I'm still pissed...

But in other new I just finished watching every episode of greys anatomy ever made. I stated as soon as school was over. Now I'm just waiting on the new season of burn notice, royal pains, and another show starting at the beginning of june, like next week. But other than those and SMDEP I don't really have anything to look forward to... Oh and I got introduced to the facilitator of this genomics program at baylor. Hopefully I can be one of the 8 applicants selected for the research opportunity. And if not theirs always the SMART program at baylor. But one of those two are my plans for next summer. The genomics program pays 5000 for 9 weeks, thats almost like a 30,000$ salary. and its only 2 hours a day. But if i do one of those next summer I'm looking to do this cancer research in Seattle the following summer before I take the MCAT. the cancer thing is 5000 as well but its over 11 weeks. still amazing nonetheless. But hopefully I just do good on the mcat and with the gpa i have now, all that reasearch and a strong mcat, I can get into any med school I want. So this time in 2012 don't expect me to be too accessible, I'll be studying cancer and the mcat. And everyone keeps telling me it'll be here before I know it but I feel like it's already here lol. but we will see what the future has in store for me. I can't wait.

ok back to me being pissed

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